Sick of My Life

I hope i can starting "a new day". I dont know what exactly its means, but i just waiting for the moment when im free of recent daily routines, not here and not with the people im living with for this time.

For sure im sick of my life now, doesnt means im not grateful. Im very grateful with the way i am and all what i`ve received. I just getting bored and found nobody could told bout it. I only thinking, day-dreaming and writing this for finally. Spent my whole time to seek nothing. Sometimes i feel in vain and being a confused person because i completely didnt know what i wanted.

Sure i know there many works to do, but im losing my passion. Not as usual, when i can motivated my own self, when i can cheer-up my lonely word, when i can smile and say : "Don`t worry, Ran. Everything`s gonna be okay."...


I need a treatment thought. Personal treatment.